Monday, November 28
i'm going malaysia on 2nd.
haiis. going dere on the 2nd. my god. 2nd. our 7th month anniversary. i tink he's oing crazy. haiis.
going dere with my parents + auntie + auntie and his mischevious son.
die. i'm gonna be a baby-sitter again.
we're going dere by bus of cuz. i love bus! the bus we r going dere has a personal PC fer each of us. i tink maybe can play mario on bus or wotsoever. and we're sitting a double decker bus when we r on the way back.
sads.
no cam = no fun. haiis. can someone juz buy miie a digital cam? or can a digital cam juz drop from the floor? i juz need it fer abt a week. juz a week. please.....
hais.
haiis. going dere on the 2nd. my god. 2nd. our 7th month anniversary. i tink he's oing crazy. haiis.
going dere with my parents + auntie + auntie and his mischevious son.
die. i'm gonna be a baby-sitter again.
we're going dere by bus of cuz. i love bus! the bus we r going dere has a personal PC fer each of us. i tink maybe can play mario on bus or wotsoever. and we're sitting a double decker bus when we r on the way back.
sads.
no cam = no fun. haiis. can someone juz buy miie a digital cam? or can a digital cam juz drop from the floor? i juz need it fer abt a week. juz a week. please.....
hais.
what we could have been, 11/28/2005 01:10:00 AM.
Sunday, November 27
tis post is going to be loooongggggg.
remember i said abt i went fer bbq on 24/11? hehes. heres the photos. :))
we r supposed to meet at the phone booth @ 12.30. but all of dem where late. so i took a pic of bibi. x]
remember i said abt i went fer bbq on 24/11? hehes. heres the photos. :))
we r supposed to meet at the phone booth @ 12.30. but all of dem where late. so i took a pic of bibi. x]
and soon, miie and bibi met up with kim chuan, jia hong, aaron and wenjun. oni pathetic 6. LOL. so we took cab to out bbq pit.
stupid us alighted at mac's carpark. thinking tat it was juz nearby. but we walked fer around 8 mins juz to reach our pit. at last... PIT 19! LOL.
it was soooo WINDY dere. juz look at my hair. it's the best proof. x)
and i forced bibi to take a photo with miie due to overpowering BOREDOM. and of cuz, he accompanied miie fer being zi lian. 
and him. knowing tat thw strong wind makes my hair goes messy. so he covered miie from the wind with his small-sized body. awwww. shoo sweet isit him? i feel tat i'm the most fortunate gurl in the world!
and i spotted tis cat which refuse to leave out of out area. it was resting under the table. avoiding tat scorching sun. 
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it stayed around out bbq pit from afternoon till nite!
soon after, syaifuddin and his fren came with fried rice and hot dog inside bread? LOL. i duno wot's tat. =D
den john kor and both of dem started playing soccer. LOL. which after tat became a bball match fer john kor. hahas.
and den slowly slowly.. most of dem came. even shiya and glenn! and i wanted to take a photo of 4 of us. photo taken by john korr.. 
did i mention 4 of us ride all the way from our pit to the end of east coast? LOL. den all the way to the other end. we r PROs kays. hehes. juz imagine, from mac to bedok jetty is far enuff lerr lorr. we cycled from 1 end to another end lorr. its true. but no one from our class believed us. hehes.
as we went fer our cycling ride, wen jun, aaron, syaifuddin, his fren, aznee and wahidah went fer a dip in the sea. LOL.
dey did alot of stuns. including standing on one another's shoulder.
and even sitting on dem. LOL.
i ask syaifuddin to lie on the shore and i drew 2 wings each on his side. (oh ya, they found tat scary doll on the shore, and duno hu put it beside syaifuddin. as he was supposed to b dead!) spooky.
i still prefer wenjun's version. LOL. so funny.
oh ya.. i took alot alot of photos on the scenaries.. from afternoon to evening.
afternoon ;
evening ;
getting bored of it? TOO BAD. dere's more... =D
the sunset were shoo bright tat even the shore is print with the beautiful colours. 
the most beautiful pic i ever seen. omg omg. i'm melting.
i secretly took tis pic when bibi is walking on the shore. LOVE him shoo much. mesmerising.
the 2 babes of the left and right (the ones with grey shirt and brown top) r going china black tat nite. i love yixian's outfit tat nite. her hair was duper nice too.
and den at 5.30++, those guys tried to start the fire.
till 6++, the fire still refuse to burn the charcoal. LOL.
at last! at around 6.45++, the charcoal was burned in both pits.
we had satay, delicious chicken wings, hotdogs, crab sticks, sweet potato, sweet corn, and marshmellow! LOL. slurp slurp. i miss those food. super duper delicious. :))
okay, at last. i completed tis post. hahas. i have been in it fer almost 2 hrs? LOL. even made bibi waited fer miie to finish tis posting tis entry so tat i could pei him sleep. x]
oh ya, did i mention tat bibi promise miie he would get miie the digital cam fer my malaysia trip. awwwww.. i juz LOVE him so much. big smile.
what we could have been, 11/27/2005 11:05:00 PM.
Friday, November 25
hais. i'm crying nw. sorry.
euu shouted at miie again. a great sharp pain in my heart.
sorry. it's my fault tat i woke up so late. sorry.
sorry i shldn't cry.
i noe euu shouted at miie wasn't delibrately. euu r juz loving miie. showing miie care and concern. i noe i noe.
sorry.
euu shouted at miie again. a great sharp pain in my heart.
sorry. it's my fault tat i woke up so late. sorry.
sorry i shldn't cry.
i noe euu shouted at miie wasn't delibrately. euu r juz loving miie. showing miie care and concern. i noe i noe.
sorry.
what we could have been, 11/25/2005 02:51:00 PM.
Thursday, November 24
didn't blog much tis few days.
kinda busy with the 3-hrs tough training and tutions and tutions. LOL. getting myself prepared fer the Os? LOL. i'm nort kiasu larr.
hehes. but..
i'm going fer BBQ tml @ east coast !!
hundreds of cheers . yeah yeah yeah. :))
and i asked bibi to bring digital cam. and his papa allowed. double happiness. yeah!!
juz be prepared with lots and lots of pictures uploaded. =D
cheers.
kinda busy with the 3-hrs tough training and tutions and tutions. LOL. getting myself prepared fer the Os? LOL. i'm nort kiasu larr.
hehes. but..
i'm going fer BBQ tml @ east coast !!
hundreds of cheers . yeah yeah yeah. :))
and i asked bibi to bring digital cam. and his papa allowed. double happiness. yeah!!
juz be prepared with lots and lots of pictures uploaded. =D
cheers.
what we could have been, 11/24/2005 01:33:00 AM.
Monday, November 21
started playing maple yesterday. as a newbie.. quite fun indeed. as lots of different monsters appear in front of miie. but as a newbie.. i kept dieing. therefore, it made miie bored and tired of it. y can't i juz dun die? haiis.
dearr played with miie too. but because of miie, he died quite a number of times and he lost some of his experience. sorry. i'm juz a failure when it comes to playing games. haiis.
hate muaself. can't i be better in games? can i wack better? STUPID MIIE! grr.
dearr played with miie too. but because of miie, he died quite a number of times and he lost some of his experience. sorry. i'm juz a failure when it comes to playing games. haiis.
hate muaself. can't i be better in games? can i wack better? STUPID MIIE! grr.
what we could have been, 11/21/2005 11:14:00 PM.
Wednesday, November 16
went training today morning. den proceed to orchard fer sakae sushi with dearr.. jie.. roger.. and jie's fren, zhikai.
had lots and lots of fun today. LOL.
went all da way back to tampines with him. hehes. lean on his chest all the way from orchard to tam. LOL. miish him shoo much.
i'm so IN LOVE with him.
had lots and lots of fun today. LOL.
went all da way back to tampines with him. hehes. lean on his chest all the way from orchard to tam. LOL. miish him shoo much.
i'm so IN LOVE with him.
what we could have been, 11/16/2005 10:59:00 PM.
Monday, November 14
woke up @ 1.30 today. den went 201 with bibi ffer lunch. head to expo hall 5 with papa and mama fer food fair. =))
food wasn't so nice thou. but attracted lots and lots of ppl.
my mom sucks great time. she shouted miie in front of so mani ppl juz becuz my pony tail swept pass her! everybody was looking at miie when she scolded miie. damn pai seh lorr. den when she gave my father a tonic to drink which she drank before at ntuc and complaint it was sucky.. so i asked / informed her.. "mummy, euu drink tis b4 liao.. euu dun like der." and she stared at miie and her eyes told miie to shut up. wth lorr. she juz sucks larr. cannot stand her.
left dere at around 9.45 den took 38 home. den gort 1 guy kept looking at miie.. okay, a fat guy. a fat teenager. LOL. den so funny.. he kept looking at miie.. den so funny.. cuz i talk to papa den luff.. den when i luff while turn to his direction.. i suddenly stop luffing and diao him. LOL. but tat didn't stop him from looking at miie. omg. den gort 1 uncle boarded the bus and block his view, he quickly lean downwards so tat he could c miie.. den i continue nort habing eye contact with him. den when i alight the bus, he delibrately turn around den look at miie. dots. but i din look at him. i juz walked away. LOL. so funny..
i can't forget the way he look at miie. so gross. asif he was SOOOO hungry and he saw food in front of him ; which is miie. LOL. i'm nort tat attractive either. omg. bth. *vormits*
food wasn't so nice thou. but attracted lots and lots of ppl.
my mom sucks great time. she shouted miie in front of so mani ppl juz becuz my pony tail swept pass her! everybody was looking at miie when she scolded miie. damn pai seh lorr. den when she gave my father a tonic to drink which she drank before at ntuc and complaint it was sucky.. so i asked / informed her.. "mummy, euu drink tis b4 liao.. euu dun like der." and she stared at miie and her eyes told miie to shut up. wth lorr. she juz sucks larr. cannot stand her.
left dere at around 9.45 den took 38 home. den gort 1 guy kept looking at miie.. okay, a fat guy. a fat teenager. LOL. den so funny.. he kept looking at miie.. den so funny.. cuz i talk to papa den luff.. den when i luff while turn to his direction.. i suddenly stop luffing and diao him. LOL. but tat didn't stop him from looking at miie. omg. den gort 1 uncle boarded the bus and block his view, he quickly lean downwards so tat he could c miie.. den i continue nort habing eye contact with him. den when i alight the bus, he delibrately turn around den look at miie. dots. but i din look at him. i juz walked away. LOL. so funny..
i can't forget the way he look at miie. so gross. asif he was SOOOO hungry and he saw food in front of him ; which is miie. LOL. i'm nort tat attractive either. omg. bth. *vormits*
what we could have been, 11/14/2005 11:32:00 PM.
bibi.. i done tis blog all fer euu.
we dun quarrel ani more kays?
juz promise miie euu wun leave miie.
i reali do love eu.
we dun quarrel ani more kays?
juz promise miie euu wun leave miie.
i reali do love eu.
what we could have been, 11/14/2005 01:44:00 AM.
Sunday, November 13
went to make my IC today! with mama and gal.
lol. i'm 15 lerr okay? =P
it was beri fast. so we went bugis fer a walk. of cuz @ 10, no shops were open. so we walked the nobody-bugis. LOL. we stood outside the sex toys shop and we started to c wot dey r selling. den to our discovery, we saw comdoms! a large variety de comdoms. gort durian flavour, mango, kiwi, and more. den gort alot sex toys.. gort vibrator.. lubricant.. blah blah. and imagine 3 gals looking at it. LOL. so pai seh. den we still peep inside the dark shop. LOL. so funny..
after tat we went to c shoes and some clothings. shiya bought a watch @ bugis street while i tried alot of shoes. i tried some wawa shoes and some sneakers. omg. so nice. i didn't noe i wear wawa shoes quite nice der. hehes..
i'm beginning to fall in LOVE with my legs. =))
i demand fer wawa shoes and sneakers. i juz wan it!
lol. i'm 15 lerr okay? =P
it was beri fast. so we went bugis fer a walk. of cuz @ 10, no shops were open. so we walked the nobody-bugis. LOL. we stood outside the sex toys shop and we started to c wot dey r selling. den to our discovery, we saw comdoms! a large variety de comdoms. gort durian flavour, mango, kiwi, and more. den gort alot sex toys.. gort vibrator.. lubricant.. blah blah. and imagine 3 gals looking at it. LOL. so pai seh. den we still peep inside the dark shop. LOL. so funny..
after tat we went to c shoes and some clothings. shiya bought a watch @ bugis street while i tried alot of shoes. i tried some wawa shoes and some sneakers. omg. so nice. i didn't noe i wear wawa shoes quite nice der. hehes..
i'm beginning to fall in LOVE with my legs. =))
i demand fer wawa shoes and sneakers. i juz wan it!
what we could have been, 11/13/2005 01:11:00 AM.
Friday, November 11
fer the first time in my life. i'm crying so terribly.
i juz duno wot actually happen to miie.
i've been crying so frequenly since i'm with him. but i juz couldn't bear to leave him.
i've promise him i wun cry, but i broke my promise again.
lots and lots of quarrelling since morning. i juz duno wot to do. helpless.
it seems tat i dun understand him real well enuff.
i'm so in love with a guy hu makes miie cry.
i juz duno wot actually happen to miie.
i've been crying so frequenly since i'm with him. but i juz couldn't bear to leave him.
i've promise him i wun cry, but i broke my promise again.
lots and lots of quarrelling since morning. i juz duno wot to do. helpless.
it seems tat i dun understand him real well enuff.
i'm so in love with a guy hu makes miie cry.
what we could have been, 11/11/2005 11:52:00 PM.
Thursday, November 10
omg. my boi is soo cute!
my boii is nw lying on my lap sleeping like a baby. LOL. he's forever soo cute. =D
i jus LOVE him.
my boii is nw lying on my lap sleeping like a baby. LOL. he's forever soo cute. =D
i jus LOVE him.
what we could have been, 11/10/2005 02:03:00 PM.
didn't went fer training today.. shiook. almost 9 out of 12 ppl from B division didn't went fer training. and i'm one of dem. LOL.
i was habing muscle ache and i can't walk larr.. so i decided to "pon" training. hehes.
reached home at 3.30.. went to bed at 4. slept till 9.30.. woke up fer dinner which was bought back at 12 plus.. and nw.. at 1.30.. i'm sleeping again! lol.
okay okay. i'm a pig. but i'm fine with it. who cares aniway. =p
as long as my boi loves miie as much as he does. =D
i was habing muscle ache and i can't walk larr.. so i decided to "pon" training. hehes.
reached home at 3.30.. went to bed at 4. slept till 9.30.. woke up fer dinner which was bought back at 12 plus.. and nw.. at 1.30.. i'm sleeping again! lol.
okay okay. i'm a pig. but i'm fine with it. who cares aniway. =p
as long as my boi loves miie as much as he does. =D
what we could have been, 11/10/2005 01:28:00 AM.
Tuesday, November 8
i'm suffering from severe leg cramps.
due to the tough training yesterday, i'm habing leg cramps nw. going up the stairs is a big problem.
den went dearr's hse after skool today. bought dye and dyed mine and dear dearr's haiir. =D hehes. dyed reddish black.. lyk dark red lyk tat lorr.. but turns out to b abit dark purple lehs. couldn't see ani difference. =X
my haiir sucks. i need a reborning. =pPp
due to the tough training yesterday, i'm habing leg cramps nw. going up the stairs is a big problem.
den went dearr's hse after skool today. bought dye and dyed mine and dear dearr's haiir. =D hehes. dyed reddish black.. lyk dark red lyk tat lorr.. but turns out to b abit dark purple lehs. couldn't see ani difference. =X
my haiir sucks. i need a reborning. =pPp
what we could have been, 11/08/2005 11:13:00 PM.
Friday, November 4
went tampines with family yesterday. went vientai , a vietnam = thailand resturant, fer dinner.
papa ordered pineapple rice ;
mama ordered soft-shell crab dipped in curry served with white rice ;
jie ordered tom yum soup with stick noodles ;
and i ordered grilled chicken with tomato rice.
pineapple rice was too salty.
soft-shell crab was nort crispy and curry was too spicy fer miie.
tom yum soup doesn't look spicy, but taste beri sour and spicy.
grilled chicken taste lyk braised duck, tomato rice taste funny.
lol. overall.. dey didn't serve nice food larr. bleh. it turned out to be my braised-duck-like chicken was the nicest out of everything. puiii..
ps. i bought a japanese chocolate.. looks lyk easter eggs from outside.. and it cost $1.70 fer 5 stupid easter eggs. the picture outside shows that there are rainbow dots and chocolate inside. i told myself if there's nothing inside. i'm gonna swear and curse that manufacturer. lol. luckily.. my eggs has rainboow dots with white chocolate heart inside. another one has rainbow dots plus a chocolate covered with cripsy coloured shell (m&m chocolate). okay larr.. i can sae.. quite nice. looks lyk kinder surprise. next time ask dearr to buy fer miie.. =X hehes.
oh ya.. my boii is so cute. lol. i simply lurvess him.
papa ordered pineapple rice ;
mama ordered soft-shell crab dipped in curry served with white rice ;
jie ordered tom yum soup with stick noodles ;
and i ordered grilled chicken with tomato rice.
pineapple rice was too salty.
soft-shell crab was nort crispy and curry was too spicy fer miie.
tom yum soup doesn't look spicy, but taste beri sour and spicy.
grilled chicken taste lyk braised duck, tomato rice taste funny.
lol. overall.. dey didn't serve nice food larr. bleh. it turned out to be my braised-duck-like chicken was the nicest out of everything. puiii..
ps. i bought a japanese chocolate.. looks lyk easter eggs from outside.. and it cost $1.70 fer 5 stupid easter eggs. the picture outside shows that there are rainbow dots and chocolate inside. i told myself if there's nothing inside. i'm gonna swear and curse that manufacturer. lol. luckily.. my eggs has rainboow dots with white chocolate heart inside. another one has rainbow dots plus a chocolate covered with cripsy coloured shell (m&m chocolate). okay larr.. i can sae.. quite nice. looks lyk kinder surprise. next time ask dearr to buy fer miie.. =X hehes.
oh ya.. my boii is so cute. lol. i simply lurvess him.
what we could have been, 11/04/2005 10:49:00 PM.
Wednesday, November 2
lonely gurl ; lonely birthday
didn't celebrate my birthday with my jie meis. haiis.. quite sad thou. ben laii is going to sakae der. but shiya gort no money and also couldn't go out.. pingy hab to go out with her primary skool frens.. vivien had to wait fer the air con ppl to come.. rene has no money.. haiis.
but actually.. it's nort their fault larr.. i didn't inform dem earlier.. i tot of it at the eleventh hour. so couldn't blame dem. nvm larr.. next yr next yr. =] i'm sure i will get to spend my birthday with dem next yr! =D
but.. i wasn't alone larr.. i still hab bibi! LOL.
he accompanied miie whole day.. he came my hse with my present and den pei miie till 2 plus plus.. den we went out fer lunch @ ahjisan cuz i had a craving fer seafood ramen + soft shell crab.. so he brought miie to ahjisan. how thoughtful. den we met up with rene and den went pavillion fer a session of pool. den rene went off to meet calvin.. so miie and dearr went century fer some photo taking. =D
didn't celebrate my birthday with my jie meis. haiis.. quite sad thou. ben laii is going to sakae der. but shiya gort no money and also couldn't go out.. pingy hab to go out with her primary skool frens.. vivien had to wait fer the air con ppl to come.. rene has no money.. haiis.
but actually.. it's nort their fault larr.. i didn't inform dem earlier.. i tot of it at the eleventh hour. so couldn't blame dem. nvm larr.. next yr next yr. =] i'm sure i will get to spend my birthday with dem next yr! =D
but.. i wasn't alone larr.. i still hab bibi! LOL.
he accompanied miie whole day.. he came my hse with my present and den pei miie till 2 plus plus.. den we went out fer lunch @ ahjisan cuz i had a craving fer seafood ramen + soft shell crab.. so he brought miie to ahjisan. how thoughtful. den we met up with rene and den went pavillion fer a session of pool. den rene went off to meet calvin.. so miie and dearr went century fer some photo taking. =D
nice nice? lol. nort beri nice larr.. bad haiir day.
den went home after tat..
he's such a sweet guy today.. he treated miie beri beri good.. made miie had the feeling of being his one and oni princess. =))
the way he hugged miie tight tight;
the way he smile at miie when ever i do stupid things ;
the way he am chio when i di siao him ;
the way he kiss miie gently after looking into my eyes ;
the way he protect miie from all danger ;
the way he get jealous whenever i say abt other guys ;
and the way he sae he loves miie ;
is unforgetable!
i reali reali loves him. 6 months together is nort an end.. it's juz half way thru of another new page out of a book called everlasting. =)
hopes he wun leave miie. i can't live w/o him.
oh ya.. he bought miie a bottle full of roses.. the roses r neatly arranged to form the words ' i love euu ' isn't him sweet? awww.. i heard he paid 99 dollars fer that. silly boi.. so expensive. next time dun spend so much money on miie okays? =) habing euu staying by my side is enuff.
what we could have been, 11/02/2005 10:40:00 PM.
Tuesday, November 1
didn't went out today.. crawl down my bed at 1.30.. den slack the whole day.. use com.. watch tv.. so bored.. den dearr went out with shiya and glenn.. to bugis.. den juz nw went orchard fer transporter 2 with his buddy.. and i'm left at home! haiis.. but nvm.. let him enjoy himself.. =)) he's nort home yet.. i'm worriied fer him. i dun wan him to fall sick. cuz i need him.
i suddenly realise tat i reali love him.
i love him.
i miish him.
most importantly..
i need him. i can't do w/o him.
sometimes.. he juz came into my mind. and i'll start to miss him lyk siao.
i always feel the urge to hug him tight tight whenever i see him.. but when i reali saw him. i dun dare to hug him so publicly. haiis. failure. the feeling of hugging him tight tight is real good. i could feel the warmth in him transmit to miie.. it's hard to describe.
i reali dream of hugging him tight tight in front of the sea / at the beach fer an hour plus plus. =X i sound crazy.. but tats my wish. how nice of us hugging fer hrs? lol. juz hugging each other tight tight asif it's the end of the world. with both eyes shut and enjoy the sound of the waves and the sea breeze..
tinking of it adds a smile to my face. =]
i suddenly realise tat i reali love him.
i love him.
i miish him.
most importantly..
i need him. i can't do w/o him.
sometimes.. he juz came into my mind. and i'll start to miss him lyk siao.
i always feel the urge to hug him tight tight whenever i see him.. but when i reali saw him. i dun dare to hug him so publicly. haiis. failure. the feeling of hugging him tight tight is real good. i could feel the warmth in him transmit to miie.. it's hard to describe.
i reali dream of hugging him tight tight in front of the sea / at the beach fer an hour plus plus. =X i sound crazy.. but tats my wish. how nice of us hugging fer hrs? lol. juz hugging each other tight tight asif it's the end of the world. with both eyes shut and enjoy the sound of the waves and the sea breeze..
tinking of it adds a smile to my face. =]
what we could have been, 11/01/2005 11:12:00 PM.
